Finally, I'm back to update my long dead blog. It has been nearly two months since the last update. For the past few days, I have been seriously slacking my life away. Either rotting my life away at home or keep going out with friends. Seriously, I need to complete my dissertation with full focus but just no momentum. Oh wells... Shall see how... Haha.

No more school for most of my APCD members. I feel kinda sad. Poor two souls left. =( I'm so going to miss them. I wonder if we can really meet up every forthnight to catch up... But I really hope so! I can't really imagine school without them. =( Oh wells... Life still goes on. Memories with them will never fade. Though it is kind of cheesy but seriously I think we make good BFFs! Haha. Where in this world can I find people like them who have the equal same humour level as me? Tolerate my nonsense... Laugh at my nonsense... Tease each other without hurting each other feelings... That are what make them so precious to me. A lot of things I want to tell them... I guess this is going to be a long post LOL!

To Yu Hui: My DBFF! I can't believe in this world there is someone who's almost like me. LOL! Could we have been sisters in the previous life? Haha. The crazy girl who never fails to laugh histerically at stupid jokes. Has been "sticking" to you for 4 straight years and most of the time you never fail to add laughter to my life. And of course someone whom I can share happiness and sorrows with. Thank you for being in my life. =)

To Vincent: The most intellectual kid in our APCD. A very very meticulous and knowlegeable person whom I can depend on. A very good friend who's willing to give a helping hand when one is in need. And just like my DBFF, I've been "sticking" to you for 4 straight years. For the earlier 2 years, thank you for always being my listening ears. As time goes on, as we got busy, I did not share with you much of my stuffs but for sure, you are a really concern friend especially during my internship. Haha. I guess I had bitch quite some stuffs with you. LOL. Thank you for being in my life. =)

To Ezann: The sweet girl in our clique! Though we are in different course, we still get together during outings and common electives. I guess you are the one whom I took several common electives with. I guess it's really hard to have a friend like you for whom I've known for 4 years in different course with different time table yet we can be close friends. It's really hard to come by! It's always so comfortable being with you though we hardly meet. Thank you for being in my life. =)

To Cindy: Call us the inseparable-twins-to-be! The one and only friend that I can rely on for the rest of my uni life lol! The one whom I spend most of the time with, no matter it's working, studying, recreational activity or outing. A really thoughful girl whom I can rely on. Though we only gotten close from year 2 onwards, the friendship we develop is really deep. And I hope it'll continue like that. Thank you for being in my life. =)

To Jiahui: The infamous Elephant in our clique! Though you always put me down, I know you don't mean it haha! You are really a super duper Mr Nice! Seriously, I'm very glad that you come to join our clique. You add on so much laughter to our group. And yup, I may be mean with my words on you but you know I don't mean it! At times when I'm feeling down, thank you for the concern and encouragement. Thank you for being in my life. =)

To Eric: My pal! Thank you for being my listening ears for so many years. Another Mr Nice guy whom is willing to listen to my naggings and troubles. In my darkest period, thank you for being there. I hope everything is going to be fine for you and be optimistic ya? I'm sure your life will become better especially with your gf accompanying you now. Heehee. Thank you for being in my life. =)

Just a few sentences though...

My loves for all you are way beyond the sentences of words...

I am anticipating to our grad trip! Till then...

I'll miss all of you...

SO...

Please meet up often! =D

The picture above... T.T Exactly!

 I'm suffering from "SLACKERS-SYNDROME". That's awful! Don't know why I've been very relaxed on myself... Awww! Like now, I am taking a break from studying for my New Media module and so here I am trying to divert my attention from the stressful notes and textbook! BOO!!!!!!!

Granny is admitted to NUH again. =( But apparently she was all smiles today when I went to see her and that made me really glad! She's recovering well. I hope I could accompany her longer but I've yet to finish studying my test so ya... I'm going to visit her tomorrow after my lesson and then rush to tuition. A tiring day tomorrow indeed, but the thought of seeing her smile when I arrive is good enough to erase my fatigue!

Recently seems to be or going to be earning quite a fair bit besides my usual tuition assignments. The Comex 2010 at Suntec, upcoming F1 Race event and Jurong Island job. I'm so happy! The $100 that I had spent on my FULL HOUSE edition hardisk made me heartache but I'm earning it back gradually =).

The above: Full House Edition Hardisk and Pretty lappy case/bag given FOC by my company during Comex

Anyways, my little crush is over! He's attached OH NOsssssssss! *shattering of heart* I'm glad I didn't interact with him much, if not, it's going to be really heart shattering ! Someone who's too perfect for me to have a crush on... =(

It has been nearly two months since i "step" into my blog! Busy with internship! And it seems never ending... YES, I've extended my stay with the company. No doubt I dread waking up in the early 6 and squeezing with the crowds on train and bus... Oh wells, better pay and more learning opportunity are the motivations! Two more weeks and I'll be free from that place! Endure! =)

Hols are burnt TOTALLY! Only two days of rest at home before school starts! I've become a MONEY-MAKING machine! It's ok, I'm moving really fast to my target earning! Hopefully I'll get my one another tuition soon! YES YES YES! More income coming in! More positive savings hehe.

Heels

Had just bought high heels. And I have been wearing it frequently for the past two weeks. My calves have become more lean I guess. LOL! In my perspective, I feel this way. Maybe I'm just hallucinating HAHA. Don't know...

I'm so going to invest in heels. To increase my height is definitely not the aim for such investment because I think I'm tall enough. To shape my "carrot legs" is the ultimate aim! Looks so fat... =( No matter how painful it is to wear heels, I'm going to endure through! I hope I can perservere for long... I hope! Haha.

Lettuce Diet

After looking at many reports on 2NE1 Park Bom's Lettuce Diet, I'm so tempted to go into this diet! I'm becoming FAT after entering into the company. Eat and sit, eat and sit... And even snacking! I FEEL FAT! It has been few years since I've been dieting. Don't know if I can take it. BUT I'm willing to try for one month! Let's anticipate the result! Tomorrow is the day! Tonight shall have a better dinner! Torturing days upcoming awwwwww~ Still figuring out what's lettuce diet is all about? Just nibbling on lettuce? Not sure... But I guess I'll put in more creativity and nutirents into my so-called lettuce diet. And forever eating just lettuce and maybe some other veggies like baby tomato can be dead BORING! I shall incorporate fruits as well. Okie, from now on till the one month shall be following this diet. But of course on certain occasions when I can't follow this diet, then I'll go lenient on myself LOL. However, what I can say is that at least 90% of my diet for one month will be following this planned diet! Hehehe... =)

The reports:

http://www.allkpop.com/2010/04/bomster-is-nibbling-on-veggies-to-lose-weight

http://www.allkpop.com/2010/06/park-boms-lettuce-diet-is-a-success

I'm having more than earning income goal! More meaningful life! "Slimmer legs" and "Slimmer body"!!!!

My new camera

I've gotten my new digicam for quite some time and haven't gotten the chance it out. Yesterday on dear choo's birthday, it was the "opening ceremony"! But to realise some technical problem occurred. Shan't drill on this, in overall the images were not bad. My favorite shot of my cam is:

A weird photo ya? We're trying to show our jawlines! LOL! But ermander has more obvious and nicer jawline than mine! Awww.. It's just meant to be that I have this round face of mine.

~July 18, 2010   8.00pm ~

Finally finish my first week of internship, eh in fact one more day to go!!!!!!! Though 8 more weeks to come... Boohoo! Following will be the 自问自答案Q&A... =)

Q1. How's the workplace environment?

Ans: "ULU"!!!!!! But thankfully, jus 1 hr 15 min travelling time! Thanks to my colleague for enlightening me! =) Oh ya! My company is going to move to its new building! Finally 不用寄人篱下了!~ We've our very own individual building!

Q2. Any nice food around the area?

Ans: Don't ask me! Because I'm a vegetarian... I hardly eat out! There's nothing I can eat there and... the worst thing is vegetarian food place is very far! So... I pack my own food before going to work. Well, I think it's good in the sense that I save money! =)

Q3. How's the colleagues at your workplace?

Ans: I'm a full time QS helper there! *Yet to become a qualified QS haha* Patient supervisor and friendly colleagues! Yet to know them deeper. But the QS-es seem like fun people! Of course, TBC! Haha!

Q4. Do you enjoy the task given to you?

Ans: In fact, I've been doing measurements for this whole week! Drawings, dimension papers and calculators are my best friends! HAHA! I've been very stressed for days as I'm doing A&A works which my school didn't teach, viola! I'm very familiar with the terms like beams, columns, slabs, hardcore, lean concrete, reinforcement etc. So familiar that I feel sick! But... I wouldn't say I hate doing this. Maybe once I 开窍 I'll learn to enjoy, who knows? LOL!

Q5. How about company welfare?

Ans: For the first week. I've been eating two free lunch! Thanks to the company for the treat! =) So what do you think? Heee!

Q6. In overall, what's your impression about the company?

Ans: I would say not bad. Except that.. Alternate saturday I have to go to work for half day AWWWWWWWWWWWW! And I heard from my colleague that, OT is very common even for me, when the tender is near! OMG!

Some pictures of my work desk...

Yes! That's my desk when I'm "Work In Progress". This is only a very very very small project! I can already imagine how many stack of drawings and papers will be scattered on my desk when I become a real QS!

Some quotes to boost myself up:

Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still.

Accept challenges, so that you may feel the exhilaration of victory.

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.

Well... Today kick start my first paper for exam. SSB2216 Employee Management! Don't know how I'll perform for this paper. Anyways I manage to crap through my paper so yup... Hopefully a 'B' and above please!  If not SU option... I'm prepared LOL!

Sad-ed... My family is going to Indonesia on Saturday. Dump me alone in Singapore! I soooooooooo want to go but... Exam is more important, so... Gotta give it a miss! *Sob sob* A lonely saturday mugging... Should I pia when I come back and I just squeeze out one day for the trip? It has been years that we whole family travel out of Singapore together... AWWWWWWWWWW~ Just not the right timing!

I've been guilty because... I've been watching drama non stop for this study week. Well... Just can't help it HAHA! At least I still manage to get myself prepared for exam though I wouldn't say it's 100% effort =)!

Two dramas that keep getting me distracted:

Oh! My Lady!

Synopsis

Yoon Gae-hwa (Chae Rim) is an ordinary housewife who becomes the manager of a top star. She takes the job to earn money so she can take back her young child, who is in the care of her husband. Sung Min-woo (Choi Si Won) is a prickly actor who finds himself in an absurd living situation with Chae Rim, but then falls for her. (Credit: Dramabeans)

My thoughts:

It's a pretty interesting drama for you to relax, especially during this kinda period when stress pile up like nobody's business. The young girl in this drama, who acted as Choi Si Won's daughter is really very cute! And I simply love the chemistry between Chae Rim and Choi Si Won! This drama kinda reminds me of "Full House" where a big-shot star falls in love with an ordinary girl, though in this case is ordinary Ahjuhma but it's still the same old plot that makes me so attracted to it!

Cinderella's Sister

Synopsis

A modern day adaptation of Cinderella with a twist as our Cinderella, Goo Hyo Sun, plots revenge against her evil stepsister , Eun Jo for years of pain and suffering.

She has neither aspiration nor emotion and her smile is sarcastic. Eun Jo is a girl who has apathy toward life. Her mother, who has been living as a single mother for 18 years, finally found the right person to marry and brought Eun Jo into the stepfather’s house.
A decent house and a decent family…. Eun Jo feels that everything in this house does not fit for her. The most unbearable thing she faces is the stepsister Hyo Sun, who is the apple of her father’s eyes and beloved by everyone in the house. Hyo Sun also takes away the mind of Eun Jo’s mother, just like her bright and untainted character attracted all the other people. Eun Jo cannot tolerate this situation, since she lost the only one that she completely owned.

She sets her mind on getting even with Hyo Sun. ‘Cinderella shouldn’t be loved by her stepmother. You broke the rule! I’ll pay you back by taking away what you have and will have! But then… What should I do first? (Credit: Soompi)

My thoughts:

A really good twist of the original Cinderella story. Moon Geun Young who acted as the step-sister wasn't too evil afterall... The Seo Woo who acted as the Cinderella wasn't too kind afterall... The whole story is just too OMG! Really love the change in the acting path Moon takes. She used to act those weak fragile lady but now a really strong character she's depicting. Applause! As the story progress, the kind side of the step-sister slowly reveals. Simply love the way the scriptwriter slowly develop the character of Moon, not too fast changing her into someone who's super nice but slowly reveals the positive side of her through little actions. And finally saw Taecyeon appearing in the recent few epi! AHHHHHH! He's so charming! The main male lead is not too bad too. Though I don't think his looks are outstanding, but for sure he conquered the fans of this drama with his outstanding acting skills!

As compared to Oh! My Lady!, this is rather a tear-jerker. But still awww.... It's a very good drama that ought not to be missed!

And damn! Haha. I'm blogging now to de-stress! But I think I really need to... If not I'll start self-abusing. I don't know when I've got this habit when I'm stress... but hopefully this psychotic sickness of mine will go away soon. Got reprimanded by Mom for doing this... But seeing the bruises that still stay on my skin... I think I'll stop doing this. :) If you start to have some negative thoughts on me please don't! I'm really fine... Trying to kick that habit away already. And I think I'm doing fine.